Tuesday, December 27, 2005

identity

it feels kinda weird.

i thought i had figured out who i am. where i was heading. what gave me strength. and what was my kryptonite. but somehow, just as i thought i was close to discovering myself, i realised how far away i was as well.

well the journey has barely began, i have been bombarded left, right and centre, all thanks to what i thought was a full-proof strategy. i was hopin for the best and expecting the worst but somehow the worst that i expected was nothing compared to what i was dealt with. obliterated? far from it.

while i have definitely strenghtened my mind in preparation for what is to come, i realise that the rest of me was left behind. while i have fathom the thoughts and dreams, i do not have the strength to carry it through. yet.

but i realise it now. what needs to be done. and i shall stand up and walk again. this is definitely not the last blow. but i know that come what may, i have what it takes inside to rise again.

i would like to leave you with 2 quotes which i found very inspiring and i hope you do too:

1. you have not failed till you give up

2. there is no such thing as failures, only learning experiences

(2) kinda contradicts (1) but i guess it depends on what your mindset is. choose the one that suits you best.

godspeed


Tariq :: email ::
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